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Monsters In My Head

from The "Mellow" EP by Gene & Alex

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lyrics

Alex verse 1:

i got an army up inside me
surrounded by this darkness so
im switchin on the high beams

thoughts are very awkward
talkin know one is beside me
stalkin very thoughts of redemption
i say im sorry

but im not
repeat offender i just don’t get caught
if peter piper pickin peppers
peter parker spinnin webs
where does that put me
in in the middle
of this map,
i got my ego in my bag
and im leavin thats just a fact.
cause these demons on full attack

and my soul it just won’t quit bleedin
in my mind i no im leadin
but never cleainin
im hopin this evenin is when they leavin
cause i can’t take it no mo
so if not then its me thats leaving
thats one thing that is forsure

im ready

to leave it all behind me and keep pushing on
being pursued by monsters just like in this song

its not only when im asleep but when im awake
it seems like behind every corner where the monsters wait

its seems like every moring they have a meeting about where im going who im seeing
and i just can’t get away
so im steady trying to plan my escape

so i just get down on my knees to my God is who i pray

Gene verse 2:

All I got is lonely nights upon the sofa
another pill allows me to sleep deep up in a coma
only to awake to the appearance of deceptiveness
a fools paradise, persuaded by the devils mistress

that red attire got me glancin while i turn my head
but i cant help it im still lookin back
eyes resemblin what was never said
defining the very line just where it crosses for the fence
and im still walkin on it, keepin my balance in check

bet

im turnin away from what i never was
the thought was discussed but never clutched
but even "Me" and "I" against "Myself" obtained a grudge
i got invisible argumentation and such

I stay secluded my solution ends with me on the asphalt
thought was always an option acting on it was difficult
im a livin breathin beacon for the demons now cause
i used to kill for sleep, now im praying for insomnia

credits

from The "Mellow" EP, released September 15, 2012
Slaughterhouse - Beat
Gene Garver & Alex Miller - Lyrics

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Been through hell and back. That's myself of course. But in the reality of it all, we all feel like it. Most turn to music to ease the mind. So let this music release the inner pain with-in you.

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